Awards
Prix Pulitzer 2012
Craig F. Walker

Brian Scott Ostrom, ancien marine de l'armée américaine déployé en Irak et retourné aux Etats-Unis en 2007, souffre de troubles de stress post-traumatique. Après avoir servi durant quatre années l'armée américaine en Irak, Brian Scott Ostrom est revenu dans son pays en 2007, souffrant d'importants troubles de stress post-traumatique. Il attribue ces syndromes à son second déploiement en Irak au sein du bataillon "2nd Reconnaissance Battalion", à Fallujah. Ces sept mois ont été la période la plus brutale de sa vie, dit-il. Depuis son retour d'Irak, Brian Scott Ostrom se bat dans sa vie quotidienne pour trouver et maintenir un travail et des relations humaines saines, et ainsi donner un sens à sa vie. Mais les souvenirs d'Irak hantent encore sa mémoire. Malgré sa fierté d'avoir servi en Irak, il se sent coupable d'avoir combattu une guerre à laquelle il ne croyait plus. Sur la photo : Brian Scott Ostrom est conforté par un ami alors qu'il se dispute au téléphone avec sa petite amie © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface

Sur la photo : la cicatrice de Brian Scott Ostrom qu'il porte au poignet, signe de sa tentative de suicide © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface

Brian Scott Ostrom a frappé à quatre reprises le mur de son appartement, en résulte un énorme trou dans le mur © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface

He hurt his wrist at a jujutsu class for combat veterans the day before. Upon entering the crowded emergency room, Scott was told it would be at least a three- to four-hour wait © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface

Scott looks over his military service records and weeps after the leasing manager leaves the room. Though Scott had his honorable discharge papers and his good-conduct medal, he said they meant nothing. "I'm not a criminal. You would think this would be worth something. It should be. It's not, though." He tossed the papers across the table. As Scott got up to leave, the manager apologized and said, "Thank you for service." Scott went outside and muttered, "Thank you for your service. ... thank you for your f------ service." © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface

A picture of Scott holding his little brother after graduating boot camp at Paris Island, S.C., in June 2003 hangs on the refrigerator at Scott's new apartment. "I was happy after boot camp. I knew I was going to do something. My parents were proud of me." He talked about why he signed up. "I had just totaled my truck. I was like, 'Do I really want to take the bus to work every day for an hour and live in a crappy apartment?' I was going to end up in jail or doing drugs. So instead of going to work one day, I just took the bus to the recruiting station." Scott said he was not aware of the looming war in Iraq when he signed up. "I was 18 years old. I didn't watch the news. ... I didn't care. I just wanted to do something." © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface

Jibby and Scott lay on the floor of his apartment. Scott said he was exhausted, and then went quiet and motionless. Eventually he broke the silence and said, "I'm tired of having bad f------ dreams. I can't take a nap because I'll feel worse. I fall asleep, but it doesn't make it better. Everybody says, 'With time, with time it will all go away.' So I'm waiting." He got up, smoked a cigarette, made coffee and complained about the dirty dishes and his messy apartment. Just as he started cleaning, he said, "I don't have the motivation to do this s---. I don't have any motivation." Scott returned to the spare room, smoked some pot and pulled out his journal from Iraq. While he read, he laughed hard. Then shortly after his burst of laughter, he verged on tears. He put the journal aside and laid back down, Jibby joining him © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface

Scott stands tensely in the kitchen, where his day starts with a panic attack. He said the day before was "one long panic attack" and that this day was starting out similarly. Scott said his PTSD was becoming unmanageable. "I don't know what I want. I need someone to tell me what to do," he said. He explained his panic attacks as tingling hands and feet - that his arms and legs felt detached. "I'm short of breath and my chest is tight, painfully tight." © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface

Having woken from a neighbor's barking dog, Scott desperately searches his phone for a number to call Animal Control. Scott was anxious to enroll in a residential PTSD program at Denver's VA Medical Center and planned to go there later in the day. Scott, weighing 140 pounds -- down 45 pounds from his normal weight -- found his appetite and stress were directly related. He said he didn't even think about food and hadn't eaten very well for months © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface

Scott Ostrom, left, pictured with squad members during patrol during second deployment to Iraq, Fallujah March - September, 2006 © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface
Brian Scott Ostrom, ancien marine de l'armée américaine déployé en Irak et retourné aux Etats-Unis en 2007, souffre de troubles de stress post-traumatique. Après avoir servi durant quatre années l'armée américaine en Irak, Brian Scott Ostrom est revenu dans son pays en 2007, souffrant d'importants troubles de stress post-traumatique. Il attribue ces syndromes à son second déploiement en Irak au sein du bataillon "2nd Reconnaissance Battalion", à Fallujah. Ces sept mois ont été la période la plus brutale de sa vie, dit-il. Depuis son retour d'Irak, Brian Scott Ostrom se bat dans sa vie quotidienne pour trouver et maintenir un travail et des relations humaines saines, et ainsi donner un sens à sa vie. Mais les souvenirs d'Irak hantent encore sa mémoire. Malgré sa fierté d'avoir servi en Irak, il se sent coupable d'avoir combattu une guerre à laquelle il ne croyait plus. Sur la photo : Brian Scott Ostrom est conforté par un ami alors qu'il se dispute au téléphone avec sa petite amie © Craig F. Walker / Denver Post / Polaris / Starface
“It is just incredible” said Craig F Walker when he understood that the bursts of joy from colleagues at The Denver Post photo department meant he had won his second Pulitzer in less than three years in the ‘feature’ category.
In 2010, the staff photographer of the Colorado daily since 2001won his first Pulitzer for an essay about of a young boy enrolled in the American army. “Ian Fisher, American Soldier” revealed the story of a young boy, from school to Iraq. A very well organized story where the author’s compassionate vision of the young soldier was amazing. I met him at Visa pour l’Image in 2010. He was in his forties, serious, attentive, with an incomprehensible American accent. We exchanged more smiles than words, regardless of language barriers.
In December 2011, my Google alert for his name led me to the Denver Post website with a new story, “Welcome Home”, the story of Scott Ostrum, an Iraq veteran. A frontrunner, the first in the patrol, Ostrum had just returned broken from two trips to Iraq.
I found his story spectacular , and contacted Starface Agency that represents Craig F Walker’s agency, Polaris Images. I wanted to present the story, but “Jeff”, the owner of Starface, dissuaded me. “Wait a little, we are having a hard time selling it, and I don’t want you to spoil it.” Ok.
Paris Match liked the reportage, but eventually abandoned it. VSD used it. In the United States, nobody ran it. In Germany, a magazine would like to run it in May… and until this new Pulitzer, no other publications were lined up.
Even the Denver Post, who is today particularly proud, didn’t run the story in print, only on the web. The most extraordinary thing about this second Pulitzer Prize for Craig F Walker is that he followed the soldier at his own expense and during his leisure time for one year, covering his post traumatic syndrome. It takes more than a Pulitzer Prize to settle a photojournalists’ problems. Let’s hope this second award in three years will win over the confidence of his newspaper and allow him to win another prize.
Michel Puech
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